Are you cared for??
I can’t stop thinking about those words. Such terrible words to ask someone who might not know the answer. Words that will stir a hurricane in a calm heart. Words that will stab. You could be having a normal day; everything was the way it should be. Nothing exciting happening, that’s the usual for you. Then you hear those words…
I remember how I felt when I heard them. More like yeah! Then ????????? Am not talking about family kind of caring, am talking about the kind of caring that’s by choice and is steered by the heart. Wait there is more to this story. The guy asking the lady in question was married. Sounds irrelevant doesn’t it? Why would a married man be asking a young single girl if she is cared for? He cannot possibly give her what she needs. Or can he?
I’ve heard this analogy before.
“I will care for you. I will protect you and surround you with love. I might not be there all the time, but I will make up for it. I will share with you me and what is mine. I will come when you need me. I am not the single guy who cares in bits. I know what I want. I am sure. Let me spoil you. Take you to places you have never been. Give me one chance, just one. I am not asking, am offering.”
Isn’t it funny how most things that bite after are coated with so much sweetness? I am the kind of person who thinks too ahead. Probably over thinks situations. There are many solutions for right now. A brief high, a weekend lover, therapy from buying a new shoe. Then what? Does it last? Can you keep it up? What happens after the high? I have a friend who says he’s not looking for a weekend lover, but a lifetime lover.
When a married man asks a single girl if she’s cared for it hurts. Hurts because she is hanging onto her values. Hurts because she knows she deserves better and he’s not an option. So she’s waited for a while and she’s loosing some faith. Its all very clear in her head…some day. And no matter how sweet the offer is, no matter how good it might be, she knows it might also destroy her. So she says no and walks away from a man offering her almost everything.
Ever not accepted a gift that you thought was too much? Well it’s probably because almost everything has a price. Not everything, almost. And even the sweetest offer will be paid for. So would you rather pay with waiting, or your heart? Choice is yours.
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